Hi Friends,
I know it has been a
VERY long time since you have heard from me. That doesn’t mean God hasn’t been
working. He has, I just haven’t been sure what He has wanted me to write. Well,
this morning God and I had a little conversation it went something like this:
Me: “God, I know you
want me writing, I just don’t know what you want me to write. Do you have a
subject? There are so many things you are teaching me personally right now. I
just don’t know what you want me to share with others.”
Then I waited…
God (in my spirit): “Your
dad, write about your dad. Write about me. How am I your father?”
I have to confess, this
is very hard for me. Not because I had a bad dad or a bad relationship with my
dad, but because 3½ years ago my
daddy took his last breath on earth, and walked into the presence of Jesus.
This is not a difficult subject because I’m sad for my dad, quite to the
contrary! I KNOW that he is in God’s presence. Praising, Worshiping, Singing
(he had a gorgeous voice), Listening to, and Loving our Savior! My sadness is
for me. I miss him every day. Let me tell you a little about my daddy, Bill
Dunn, and why I miss him so much.
My daddy, Bill Dunn and his dog, Rocco |
To some Bill Dunn was a music director, to others
an insightful Sunday School teacher, to others a savvy salesman, and still to
others he was a loyal friend. There are many other titles he held, prayer
partner, husband, brother, and even Papa. I could go on and on with the
different aspects of my dad’s life, but to Angie, Becky and Billy he was simply
known as dad or daddy. As you can
tell from the titles and rolls he held, he was a very intelligent man. My dad
had a photographic memory. It was crazy, he would give us statistics that he
had read and you could count on it being fact. The thing was he was never
arrogant about his intelligence. He never flaunted it, or tried to prove to
anyone how smart he was. He just went about his life, quiet, and unassuming. Then
he’d speak and blow your mind! Because when Bill Dunn spoke, you knew it was
going to be profound! The thing is that was public Bill.
Now I don’t want you to think my daddy lead a
deceptive or double life. He simply behaved more casually or relaxed at home.
We didn’t always listen when he spoke when we were at home. Now that may not
have been a good thing, but it IS the truth. Especially when you’re talking
about 3 females and 1 male in the house (before Billy came along). Poor daddy!
From the time I was little, I knew my daddy was
there to protect me. I never had a doubt that when I went to bed at night, if
anything happened, my daddy would be there to confront the boogieman! When I
needed a hug or felt insecure, I knew I could climb in his lap and snuggle up
with him. I remember being very little and singing for him. Even waaaaay back
then, it didn’t matter what I did or how good I was, he was always there to
encourage me and tell me how proud he was of me. Do you know what made my daddy
so great? He never stopped doing these things! In fact, after I moved away from
home, I think he was more protective, more affectionate more encouraging and more
proud of me than he had ever been when I was at home.
There was one other quality that made Bill Dunn
an amazing daddy. He was always there ready to guide me to Jesus. As I said
before, he may not have talked a lot, but there was one thing I knew for sure.
He loved God and would do anything for his church. That included climbing
around in the attic of the our new church building, as it was being built, and
putting air conditioning in it. I also knew the whole family would be in church
every time the doors were open. Even after I had my own family he was still
guiding us. Sharing his written lessons. Wow! God sure did bless me!
Now let me make one quick Bible application. I
could not be more thankful or feel more blessed for an earthly father! However,
my precious daddy was human and fallible. Though I don’t like to think of him
that way, but my daddy pointed me to the ONE who is perfect, will never leave
me, will never disappoint me, will protect me, will give me security, and will
always encourage me. I simply have to turn to God when I need Him and He is
there to meet those needs.
I hope you will remember, whether your dad is
here or not, whether you have a relationship with him or not, God longs to be
your daddy. Just go to Him in faith and trust Him to forgive you of your sins
and ask Him to come in your heart and be the Lord of your life.
Living in Grace,
Angie
I just saw this, Ang. It made me cry. You did such a good job capturing who our daddy was. I miss him so much!
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